Little thoughts

When I went to teach junior high school student there was a boy saying that he want to be a politician.

I asked him " What do you want to change?"

but he replyed,

"I want to be rich."

He knew more about politics than political philosophy student that I was.

One can change oneself but not others, one can be rich but no other social claiming permitted, that is what doctors told me.

One should not change other persons thought.

But where is politics if there is no conversation and change of thoughts and mind. No congress based decisions, only Trump and shit of Golden fish Takaichi chosen in Japan, could that be true.

No haste, no nothing to be haste to rid off all.

No kamikaze needed, no Yamagami again.

But Japan selling weapons by now,

encore no political change required, needed, no nothing.

Silence kept, no chilling,

My student don't attend in class room,

Yes I started to make her laugh.

She should have joy in her life, no doubt.

I started new things to happen,

without any permission.

Revolt comes from giggling, not smiling properly as to please teachers.

My niece was scolded by kindergarten principal when she was only 5 or so. She has sense of revolt, she is my niece.

I have no hope for grown ups, they are all settled in a way.

Kids can understand me that I want to play if nobody is watching.

I sometimes ignore everyone and start to play and only kids are to join.

There are only few grown ups who can join and play, I don't know what is the key, hell knows, only fools can play around.

I can give best marks, best school's permissions to enter the schools, maybe good enough companies to enter, but that's the effort of the students, not mine. I never wanted to work for the companies, honestly.

I only recommend students to laugh and play, to pass the exams I tell them what adults, schoolers are thinking.

With some tricks, that adults are hiding, I tell the secrets to students secretly, so my course of teaching cannot be given on line.

Since I tell the secret, it must be secret not recorded online.

To solve the problem to get going, one needs help of others.

It may not be your parents to help you when you are in big trouble.

When you are put in jail, Nelson Mandela for more that 30 years, that can happen. And when doctors tell you that you are Schizophrenia, that is not curable through life. There was a doctor who told me that I can be cured but next week he was fired by head quarter. He smiled and said, " That is the fate."

So it took me 15 years to get away from hospital and still I go to some town doctor once a month.

What helped? Other person not parents.

There you have to meet people who can help to get out from your problems.

To communicate and to search, look around it is necessary, to meet someone. Through life time, it never ends those problems.

There you look around people you travel around.

That continues.